Family Drama today

[A Serbian Phil]

I would like to apologies to all the family members and kids for my actions today. I have been watching these kids and making sure they never fight one another and I clean up after them and cook for them. Sometimes Shawna isn't home and I have to take over. It's a lot of stress I have to deal with. When there is 5 6 to 7 kids here at once it becomes even more stressful on me and Shawna and Jolene it's not just me. I never hit your kids ever with the belt and Eric made up that story and a lot of kids do that stuff. Not gone lie the parent will believe their child's word over the adults any day and it's no surprise to me or you. I watch the Steve Wilkos show all time I see the stories were the parent has their kid saying this man did this stuff and the parent doesn't believe the adult and sometimes the adult does pass the lie detector test. I was abused as a kid myself by my dad and my mom but there is no way I'd discipline someone else's kids like that to make myself feel better like that. I did delete that video where Becca said yes to everything I was saying to her and I'm sorry. Only 5 people saw that video and Shawna and her friend thought it was funny at first but since her father saw the video and didn't approve I realize it was wrong and I'll never do that stuff ever again. Today I only got upset cause I was being accused of something that I didn't do to Eric. When you yelled at me and said I hit your son and you pushed my table I just snapped cause I wanted to stand up for myself and not be embarrassed like that in front of everyone. I am the most level headed guy in the world so if I tell you to shut up the first time and you continue to run your mouth a second time then that's when the barrier is broken. You gotta understand what I been through cause I been down this road many of times when people cross the line with me and wanna try justify themselves saying I said the wrong thing first when it's not true. Also I wanna say I have been playing the father roll that Ross isn't man enough to do. I want to let you know I don't just pay $350 a month at his house. I do pay the Walmart Bill and Target Bill and everything in between and I do give Shawna Hundreds of dollars a month for whatever she needs. I'm not a selfish man with my money. I'm kinda going to broke to be honest cause I invest so much money into these kids and whenever Jolene is struggling with her money. I devoted all my time and money and energy into this family and sacrificed the partying and having fun to show I'm not a selfish man. Believe me if I was a selfish man I would be single and having all my money to myself and not caring for another women's feelings and needs. I just want you to know I'm not as bad as what people are trying to make me out to look. Please accept my apology

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