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okay so i've been hit with two big pieces of news within a weeks time, both of which are life-altering.
Part 1. first is my job. i do housekeeping at a county nursing home here in upstate NY. its not the manliest of jobs, but i live off it so if you dont like it, fuck off lol. anyway i've been there about 4 and a half years now. and the county has been holding meetings to decide on outsourcing my whole dept to save money.
this movement just passed the final vote on tuesday. so it's official, my last day is july 1st, and then theyre kicking me and everyone else out the door.
we can apply for the company thats taking over, but they havent told us the wages they offer yet, and they dont have enough jobs for everyone whos getting laid off. the rest of us have to either find other jobs or head for the shame of unemployment.
Part 2. Here's the kicker. i've been with my girl for about two years now (anniversary is actually tomorrow). its long distance though, im in NY and shes in jersey. its about a 5 hour drive so we just try to see each other whenever we can. and she just told me about a week ago, she's 5 weeks pregnant. so 6 now.
now this is a bit of a story on its own. she's been on birth control for over a year now, so i've been shamelessly smashing raw and loving it lol. and everything was going fine, no issues or pregnancy scares. but she decided to switch from the shot to the pill WITHOUT TELLING ME and we had sex within the transition. lots of it lol. so now this happens, and i feel like i got trapped into it.
and my girl is very much against abortions. believe me, i tried lol.
like, im not just gonna bail or anything like that. its a legit relationship, we love each other a lot. and fatherhood itself doesnt scare me so much. im starting to feel good about it. but its the fact that this happens exactly when im about to lose my job over economics.
thankfully, her stepdad is a chemical engineer and makes a TON of money, so she can rely on him when she needs. but i respect the dude, and im not trying to leech off him. i wanna support this myself as much as possible
boom. so what do y'all think?
Part 1. first is my job. i do housekeeping at a county nursing home here in upstate NY. its not the manliest of jobs, but i live off it so if you dont like it, fuck off lol. anyway i've been there about 4 and a half years now. and the county has been holding meetings to decide on outsourcing my whole dept to save money.
this movement just passed the final vote on tuesday. so it's official, my last day is july 1st, and then theyre kicking me and everyone else out the door.
we can apply for the company thats taking over, but they havent told us the wages they offer yet, and they dont have enough jobs for everyone whos getting laid off. the rest of us have to either find other jobs or head for the shame of unemployment.
Part 2. Here's the kicker. i've been with my girl for about two years now (anniversary is actually tomorrow). its long distance though, im in NY and shes in jersey. its about a 5 hour drive so we just try to see each other whenever we can. and she just told me about a week ago, she's 5 weeks pregnant. so 6 now.
now this is a bit of a story on its own. she's been on birth control for over a year now, so i've been shamelessly smashing raw and loving it lol. and everything was going fine, no issues or pregnancy scares. but she decided to switch from the shot to the pill WITHOUT TELLING ME and we had sex within the transition. lots of it lol. so now this happens, and i feel like i got trapped into it.
and my girl is very much against abortions. believe me, i tried lol.
like, im not just gonna bail or anything like that. its a legit relationship, we love each other a lot. and fatherhood itself doesnt scare me so much. im starting to feel good about it. but its the fact that this happens exactly when im about to lose my job over economics.
thankfully, her stepdad is a chemical engineer and makes a TON of money, so she can rely on him when she needs. but i respect the dude, and im not trying to leech off him. i wanna support this myself as much as possible
boom. so what do y'all think?
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