I swear this side of Texas has the most hateful and judgemental people around.
So naturally me being broke and homeless is a funny thing to joke at, but it's worse when a guy who has money and "bitches" calls you out your name and says "you're broke ass will never be shit" and "worthless ass bum" because he's got everything going good.
Ruined my night and was a real wake up call for me, to let me know this ain't game no more. At the moment, I still feel suicidal point blank but I know I won't do it. If I was the only family I had, I would've killed myself along time ago.
Then I missed and messed some money I was suppose to get. Fucked up night, I guess he's right... because I'm still on the streets bumming for money. Music ain't working out like I thought it would and I missed 3 battles I was suppose to be in.
I now just got my ID and identification cards/etc, jobs ain't trying to do shit with me. Shootings every night, niggas tryna creep by me and shit while I'm sleep in the streets.
So naturally me being broke and homeless is a funny thing to joke at, but it's worse when a guy who has money and "bitches" calls you out your name and says "you're broke ass will never be shit" and "worthless ass bum" because he's got everything going good.
Ruined my night and was a real wake up call for me, to let me know this ain't game no more. At the moment, I still feel suicidal point blank but I know I won't do it. If I was the only family I had, I would've killed myself along time ago.
Then I missed and messed some money I was suppose to get. Fucked up night, I guess he's right... because I'm still on the streets bumming for money. Music ain't working out like I thought it would and I missed 3 battles I was suppose to be in.
I now just got my ID and identification cards/etc, jobs ain't trying to do shit with me. Shootings every night, niggas tryna creep by me and shit while I'm sleep in the streets.



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